it's a GUIDE for IDIOTS to KNOW me X)

2008-10-02T21:48:00.001+08:00

changing blog soon. ask =) but the blogskin is giving me problem. ARRG! super irritating.

SOME ONE. EVERY ONE. BRING ME OUT TO EAT BEFORE 7TH OF OCTOBER COMES! STEAK. CRAB. EVERYTHING THAT REQUIRES ME TO CHEW.

[[howoftendoyoufindfootprintsofyourlovesinthesand?]] oftentheyaregone.longgone.

2008-09-30T01:45:00.002+08:00

arrg im veri scared 4 my day surgery. sobs. i scared of needles. sobs sobs. 7th oct.. ARRG!!

2008-09-29T20:39:00.005+08:00

i tink tt post on sat was too strong. hmm. sorry to whom i hurt. =) didnt meant it.. im seriously not in the mood of typing.

went out w NIC & JEM. went skool. LOL! watch JOHN. Q !! man. i was having a waterfall session la! stupid nicholas! KU KU ! neva tell mi tt he wanna watch show. make mi emo for the whole day. hahha jokin la. but yea. it's a super nice show. but. no fotos for the day! hee hee. good for you. but i wanna post other fotos! hee hee.

mi & JEM!

wat's w tt face?

again. LOL.

cam-WHORING!

coincident. =)

mi & RUI. [[at espirit]]

at SUNTEC. small gal. so ADORABLE LA!

JAREN!

smallv SPOILT brat! <3>

little boy. cant give mi 1 nice smile la!

*mi * JEM * ISSAC

at T3. airport is a nice place 2 chill. w his MR GUITAR.

being forced 2 take pic! [[I DIDNT LOR!]]

a NICE SMILE! hee =)

2008-09-29T20:32:00.003+08:00

my veri OUTDATED MALACCA TRIP. with parents. =)

let the pictures talk 2 you. im lazy 2 type. =) WEE!

our roome!

HI there =)

WEE!

mi & MUMMY!

cam-WHORING! <3

DADDY!! =)

STITCH!! <3s>

pink & yellow HAMSTER! [[wat the heck they dye the hamster 4! KU KUs!]]

Me & BRO!

AGAIN! <3

okie. im done =) hee.

2008-09-21T01:11:00.004+08:00

18th sept.

terence birthday, promised 2 celebrate it w him. so yea. did chocolate w crisps last night. met rui at kembangang. i want 2 go out of hse earlier but arrg. late again. i wanted 2 surprise him, but in the end called him 2 come down 2 collect them =X muahahaha. headed 2 city hall, shopped 4 his gift. bought him a shirt fm espirit. chill at GLORIA JEANS w rui after tt. GLORIA JEANS[at RAFFLES CITY] haf promotion, all of their ice blended drinks is for $3! $3 & yes you didnt see wrongly. hee hee.

JASPER, JOEL & BEN YOU came along. headed 2 MARINA square 4 dinner at THAI EXPRESS! and tt ku ku TERENCE jux haf 2 say out loud tt i only had SMALLER THAN BITE SIZE FOOD! so ku ku. ARRGG. *ah-bish!

went 2 TIMBRE!! then let the pictures tell you more. hee hee.

CAM WHORING TIME..

me & rui <3s

WHITE WINE =)

BIRTHDAY BOY.

ME & BEN YOU

JOEL. ME. JASPER.

GROUP FOTO =)

cam-whoring.

GOODFELLAS!

hsin RUI. mr GHAZ. PRIScilla! =))

LOVES. <3s.

2008-09-17T21:25:00.002+08:00

WHY WHEN OTHER PEOPLE PUT ON SEPERATOR, THEY LIKE NEVER COMPLAIN DE? FREAKING UNCOMFORTABLE LA! I CANT BITE. I CANT EAT BURGER. MY FOOD R SMALLER THAN BITE SIZE. LIKE FOR BABY TO EAT. I THINK I GOT SUPER LOW THESHOLD OF PAIN. ARRG.

okie enuf of complaining. WEE.

WHISKEY is WHINNING in the KITCHEN. mummy lock him there! LOL. cux he keep whining. will rescue him out SOON. when he's quieter! WEE. =)
mummy is scolding him. muhaahaha. who ask him keep waking her up after every few mins.
he's being released le. LOL!

2morrow is TB's birthday! i not yet get anyting done! SHAG! ARRG! die la die.
i scared i will screw it up. hopefully he dont mind it. hee hee hee. HE BETA NOT MIND.

2008-09-16T22:40:00.002+08:00

how small can the world be. see-ing you w another gal! WEE! like finally. IM FREE! SINGLEHOOD! hee hee
many tings happen to fast. too fast for you 2 even react or freeze the time 2 cherish & hold on to it. time stop for no man. life is so precious & short. how many times do you realised wat you haf missed in life.

PUT ON SEPERATOR TODAY! FREAKING UNCOMFORTABLE.

[[i MUST THANKS my DEAREST GIRL, SIHAN. for INTRO-ING JOB to ME!!!]]
money!! yea! hee hee. rather broke la. account now low tide. budget airlines seems so difficult! LOL

i found pple hu is there 4 mi, but i cant. i cant commit, i dont dare 2 commit. i dont want to commit. ARRG. i noe. im f*-ing selfish. im scared. IM SORRY!
i hurt another inocent party cux of my own tinking again. ARRG! i feel like a bH la! haiz. sorry. i didnt meant it. i dont wanna 2 lose such aa nice frene like you.but. it seems. tt. we will neva be as close again. well. hopefully, it will turn out beta.

IM GOING FOR DAY SURGERY ON 7th OCT TO EXTRACT 8 TEETHS! i will die of over-flowing of blood la! bring mi go eat STEAK! but got seperator on le. eating beef is a prob le! ARRG! *faint.

a new life, new hope, new plans, new goals.

2008-09-10T16:47:00.003+08:00

my not veri expected results.
WRTORAL - B+
EFFCOM - C+
EPT - B+

CKT - B
DFUND - B+
EMATH1 - A

GPA- 3.39 [lousy rite]

lol. not as wat i expected. but.. still acceptable. =) YEA!

NOW, it's time 2 PLAY!

[[ming zhong zhu ding WO AI NI]]

it's a show if you tot tt i like sum1.
LOL, wateva pris. as if...
hee hee.

friends to flame.
flame to lover.
lover to DUST.
the moment you say YES to a guy, you will haf 2 commit to him.
when you wanna break or pause the relationship.
it will turn 2 dust. totally EXtinct.

y cant we stay as friends? being friends tis status and GF status. does it realli haf so much of a difference? in times when you wanna sum1 2 rely on. where r they? busy? dating? projects? oversea?
who will stay by your side? LOL.
NONSENSE RANTS. =)

2008-09-05T00:46:00.002+08:00

damn freaking tired 2dae la.
headed down the gym!! with rui & jac..

cycle for 5.5KM
run for 1.6KM
[donno wat's the machine for, but you run in a cycling style] for 5.5KM
in total.. it's 12.6KM!!

you can neva see this side of mi.. [unless im down.]
hee hee. short post.

RANDOM is the new IN thing!

if your happy and you know you clap your hand...
[CAN YOU LIKE CLAP??!]
entertain lei. lol!

to MALAYSIA!!! WEEEEEEE. bye bye

2008-09-02T17:26:00.003+08:00

i hope tt life will always be so sweet.

fill w love, care & concern.hate is.

things tt r placed in your life, which you took quite a while 2 accept it.

then soon, you bond w it.

when you wake up, you r being greeted.

it cheers you up.

even thou it did mischeivous stuff, it still haf a way 2 say he's sorry.

but now.

soon; after 8 sept.

it.

will.

be.

gone.

gone forever. out of my life.

again.

as if i neva had it by my side.

everyting is coming 2 mi at a go,

like a veri badd & evil dream

i want to be woken up by this, by no1 cares. no1 noes. no1 bothers.

every1 is lost in their own busy world of thoughts. blogging has always be the onli 1 for mi. 2 vent, 2 speak wateva i wish 2 say.

every1 is so busy til they cant feel tt your tears haf alreadi dried up, heart haf bled til it clots up. soon. when u die; pple ask themselves y arent they there 4 you. how often do you felt as if you were cherish. how many friends can you actually totally trust upon. how much time were you hurt by them. how many do you haf left now. how few realli show their care & concern. how r you ranked in their heart. how far will they stay in your life.

even thou you haf alot of veri close frene in your life, how long will they stay by your side; putting you 1st priority, always there 4 you 24/7.

mayb onli 1 or even 0. how many of which realli cares for you not wanting anyting as return other than letting them 2 care bout none. no human will do so. we often do things cux we want sumting in return; in either the short or long run. no one will do tings without expecting returns. no one.

yes. and i turn emo. cux whiskey will be out of my life. back 2 his side. at least i noe; he will be well taken care of.

as for mi, my heart stop pumping when im alone. cux i dont wanna pple i noe 2 feel tt im broken inside. utterly devasted; broken.

dont probe, for my mouth is sealed. i dont like rumours. true or untrue doesnt matter. wat's reputation when your heart & soul is broken.

-beyond repair- [deadish]

2008-09-02T15:17:00.003+08:00

the combine chalet of 816 & 817. wee. uploading 4 fun; althou i noe none of them haf my URL. [cux i neva say] =) WEEE.

ME & FARHANAH!

the class GIRLS!

the CRAZIER side of us =)

veri blur. [ZUL take one;blame him] =)

FIONA/EMMERLINE/ME/FARHANAH

uglier side =))

ALL of US!

WEE! fun come about w their companies!

thax to xiao yan who took the photo 4 us.

mi, JACqueline & 817 guys.

went chalet after dfunds paper. 27th aug to 30th aug. got 2 noe more bout the other class. mostof my class pple did not stay. so yea. kinda boring. hopefully our class can be more united then wat it seems 2 be. i tot we were veri close til i noe more bout their class. well, there is always sumting worser or beta. you cant be the bottom or the top at all times. yea.

im turning emo.

2008-09-01T01:42:00.001+08:00

BOOK MY TIMINGS!!!
i got holidays til like 20th OCT!!!
i wanna work
i need money
i wish to shop
i love to boost the economy[as if i can help like tt, but yea; shopping does]
i like living in self-denial =)

WEEE. random-ness. <3s

LOVING MY SINGLE LIFE!

2008-08-19T23:31:00.004+08:00

life changes at every point of time. pple come & go at every point of your life. sum of which you dont mind, sum you dread, sum you wanted it tt way. but many or should i say most is those you cherish. turning emo over the songs tt was playing jux now, a random post.
after tings tt happened recently, i finally understand cherishing life is veri important. but i dont feel 17! lol. since im 17 once a lifetime i mux make the fullest of it. & living w/out regrets in life is the best ting tt can eva happen. but often, decision leds to mistakes which caused regrets. cause & effect. LOL. haiz.
i wanna keep being single. but sum time i wish i could always haf pple by my side. yet sum time i love being single. pris ar pris. i donno y, but letting my yes be a yes, and no be a no seems tough 4 mi. okie fine. i noe im adnormal. no1 ask you 2 read my long boring post. im ranting. so yea. change website bah. bye =)

b4 you go!!
i wanna
-swim
-play beach volleyball
-suntan
-gym
-play tennis
-go sentosa
-haf manicure & pedicure done. [but i jux cut my nails =X]
-haf high tea
-SHOPPING! [w you sponerin mi, jokin la!]
-ton out late
-more chalet & BBQ
-new bag [kumpler or num]
-slipper [havanians]

BOOK IN ADVANCE, I ONLY ENTERTAIN PRE-APPOINTMENT! muahaha =X

2008-07-27T01:07:00.004+08:00

suddenly. i donno wat's de meaning of growing older. is there a point. is material de onli ting tt can be true 2 mi now? it's kinda true tt onli material stuff will b by your side. love fades. friends come & go. family will leave 1 day. nothin stays loyal. onli materialistic studd will b by your side. unless you throw them. scars cant b removed. even after plastic surgery. it's de memory of it in your life. it hunts you.
wat's love? i totally lost the meaning and how 2 love. i donno wat can love do. i donno of any meaning of love. i donno how 2 love. i donno wat's love. life is moving so fast til you cant remember de 1st time you cried. the 1st time you felt hurt. it been such a common ting. tt you might/might not remember the last time you felt hurt or cried.
i wanna 2 stop being like tis. but can i? so wat if it's the 30th july. it's no significant meaning. no importance. y celebrate it. i suddenly donno thevreason. damn random. but yea.

2008-07-27T00:54:00.002+08:00

the world is damn small. met unexpected pple. met jia 2dae while i was out. tryin 2 study. i did study. but i donno y nothin much gt in2 my head. im not in the mood of blogging. jux wanna complain & rant.
life is such a difficult path. so difficult 2 b perfect. so so so difficult. i wanna cry. but. there isnt any more tears. im tired. but i cant zzz. haiz. life. uncertain.

2008-07-27T00:21:00.007+08:00

i donno how 2 explain. but im lookin 2 the 3rd of oct. day tt i can be free. day tt i can be completely single. de dae tt i can stop hafin sum1 calling & ask. where r you. wat u doin. w hu. izit him?
y? izit wrong 2 meet sum1 hu you noe you can rant, nag, complain & can provide you boozies the day when you break up w your gf/bf?! izit wrong 2 meet sum1 hu you noe loves you still?!
i seriously cant stand being in a relationship anymore. you neva noe, when i gota face tis kinda pple again.
life is filled w ups and downs. i tried my best 2 stay as cheerful as i can be. but. no1 will noe wat's happening b`hind closed doors. the hurts. the tears. the sadist. the blood. the pain. no1 noes. no1 cares.
i noe this shouldnt b de way. but. i seriously had enuf. i feel like drink the whole bottle. then puke & die. if i can. no1 noes. no1 cares. no1 bothers.
afterall. it's jux a hooked..

2008-07-18T14:45:00.002+08:00

as asked by han. i will update. i got like durian puff, crepe and mochi at home! HA! muahahhaa. okie i did announced tt on purpose =)

met up with CK yesterday. didnt go 4 lec cux of the veri long break. met at city hall. went to OUTBACK AUSTRALIA at millenum walk. watched THE BLACK KNIGHT. met up with mum. ATE NYDC. headed to GLORIA JEANS for coffee.

RIB EYE STEAK! damn nice movie. NICE PASTA & CAKE. SUPERB COFFEE & COMPLIMENTARY BROWNIE~!

wee..........
no pictures cux no mood to. =)

4th day. BORING!!!

HAN IM HAFING TOO!!! sianz la.

2008-07-08T00:19:00.002+08:00

i will be damn random.. cux im damn excited...

mummy bought 2 830milli litres of MEIJI STRAWBERRY MILK and 1litres of HL STRAWBERRY MILK. so it's.... 2.66litres of STRAWBERRY MILK.

okie. im done.. =)

oh. BY THE WAY..

I LOVE MY NAILS TO THE CORE. did manicure with jia ying on sunday =)

GOLD BASE. BLACK NAIL ART. guess wat...
IT'S BLACK AND GOLD COMBINATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PHUUUUUUUUUUUU.

okie. i beta zzz b4 i need 2 cab or b late 2morrow..
nitex =)

2008-07-03T23:38:00.004+08:00

met up w drew 2dae. ate at fei chui again. i wanted sizzlers. but. i didnt noe tt de prices went up. lol! hee. did a slight shopping. bought nothin thou.

I REALLY WANT TO DO MY NAILS!!! the good earth nails or sumting like tt got good promo. $12 for express mani. plus 2 nail art! where 2 get sia. lol. SUMONE. GO W ME!! or...... i might be determined enuf 2 go alone. but it wil b quite sad =X
lol. oh ya. luckily didnt do it b4 wed. got lab test 2dae. nails chipped! damnn wires. dammnn resistors.. damn jumper wires.. ARRG. i cant do my CKT but DFUND was kinda easy =) hee hee.

i need to get shorts. i need bag. i need shoe. i need heels. i realised. i got a neva ending wants & 'needs'. y.. arrg. i scared. and i realised im getting more materialistic. stop mi. pris. you should stop. but. shopping is a neccesity. pris, you can control. but. i want to shop. i need 2 shop. pris. stop it & shut up. okie! fine. arrg........

IM DAMN PISSED W MY BRO. he turned the whole hse upside down cux his fone is spoilt and he 'needs' it 2 contact parents. ~~wtf~~ wat la. he can use lend his frene fone 4 a msg or call wat. not as if he's being hard up 2 beg them wat. seriously donno wat on his brain.. then he continued argueing tt he will need it in case tis in case tt. damn it. their isnt any much cases la. jux go w de flow of nature la. wah. damn pissed. arrg. brainless. arrg.

dont tok bout it le. celebration of jian hong birthday is 2morrow. POP is 2morrow. i will b bz 2morrow. yea. so nights =) hee hee..

THIS WAS THE DESURA TRIP!

US =) mi.jia.han.shijia

mi and shijia. eating!FOOD!!!!!!

ghostly han =)

ignore my facial expression. [was scared tt the staff might scold.]

mi & sam.

SNACKS!!

tis was not planned for. lol =)

ANGELIA JOLIE IS DAMN HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

dont realli feel like celebrating tis yr. but still...

26MORE DAYS! =)

2008-06-30T22:36:00.002+08:00

jux ate a whole box at 9 seeds of durians. wait. 2 let you noe. tis durian r not packed outside by all thou pple sellin. uncle richard aka sihan's daddy decided 2 buy 2 basket of durians. so there were left over. he packed nicely into containers for my family & uncle pang kiat family...

WHISKEY LIKE DURIANS TOO!!!

i jus ate them on sat. monday[today] eat again.. man. if i dont get fat this month it will b a BIG MIRACLE! lol!

damn nice la de durians. they were placed in the fridge. icy cold yet so delicious! i prefer eating it cold! LOL!!

sudden craving for my irish nut 2 b ice blended!! lol. random!

2008-06-30T22:02:00.003+08:00

i cried like 4 times in an hr. cux of the 9 oclock show.
i jux realised. hw fragile r the heart of human. how unpredictable r the lifes of human. break up. divorced. cancer. illness. death. accidents. man. it gota b an emo post. beta stop it here. but seriously la. life is filled w ~~ups and downs.~~ many unexpected incidents. many.... many.. unexplainable circumstances. arrg. okie stop....

had a long day in skool 2dae. writorial was scary.. 1 min inpromtu speech. luckily i no need do it tis week. pls. dont haf high expectation on mi tt i will flare well in it.. lol.

played POOL 2day again.... man. im getting addicted 2 it!! hoo hoo... i got 2 coach... wei tian & seng wei. weeeee.. tis is cooolll.. lol! i kept tis short & sweet.. many pple birthday tis month. gota b broke...

yang pissed mum off. damn. i didnt get 2 watch my whole show cux of him. ass.. !!!

[[30daysmore]]

2008-06-30T01:49:00.000+08:00

fun day. w a damn fun & cute ending. lol.
JIA WAS DAMN FREAKING LATE FOR CHURCH & SO SHE DECIDED TO GO TO THE MAIN HALL FOR SERVICE INSTEAD.
muahahha. mux promote. opps.. they met up w us after chapel's service. despite it was 1pm. we went ahead 2 cathay. eat orh ah mee sua. mi & han shared 1 cux i got bee hoon in church. got back 2 church at 1.45 or later. decided 2 go watch movie after tt. so. we WATCHED 'WANTED'! the show was at 4.30 but we were there at 3.10 so we sat at picturehouse lounge & chat. [[MOST PEOPLE WERE UNGLAM THERE]] other than mi of course. 1 *ahem* JIA *ahem* threw her jacket on the floor. then alot more unglam stuff. but i shall not spill de beans.

ANGELINIA JOLIE IS DAMN HOT. wait. hu's de guy lead? errmm.... cool. lol. opps =X

headed 2wards PS for dinner. jia ying left cux her pa pa angry. on the way there, pple began 2 b unglam. lol! need not say la yea. ate grilled chicken with rice, veg, egg & soup. at the food court. we were being budget airline.

I WANNA DO MEDICURE BEFORE WEDNESDAY. being random but yea. ****HINTS PEOPLE HINTS**** if not.. i cutting all le. cux it's starting 2 chip =X lol. hee...

the best ending of de day was w an advanced birthday wish by sum1......... tt sum1. de blur queen. *you should noe la RITE?! lol!

[[im supposed 2 rush out my writoral by 2morrow!! & guess wat m i doing now.. lol. look at the time!]]

random pic. cux i not yet get de pics for the day =) hee hee. SHIJIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-19T23:57:00.005+08:00

suppossed day plan. [[gym;swim;steambath;popeyes;sweet receipe;home]]

in the end. gym was cancelled; due to our laziness =) muahahaha. we headed 2 the pool straight after walking whiskey. swam for bout 5 laps then we decided 2 start tanning... we were like bout 2 die after every lap. lol. not so bad la. but like veri long neva exercise. then no stamina; damn tired kinda feeling. yea.. when we were like rather dry, deciding 2 put sun tan lotion de time. 3 guys come 2wards de pools smokin. we were shy & turned off. veri uneasy too. she is being a ku ku la. lol =X opps. then. we went up my place 2 eat, bath & change. I KINDA LOVE MY TAN ON MY LEG!!! HOO! <3s after tt. cab 2 fetch viv then headed down 2 parkway. went mango SHOP! damn lot of pple can!! bought 2 mango basic top. saw huan mui & ___[4get her name] die la. i keep 4getting pple's name. arrg...

after tt headed down 2 siglap's secret receipe. for dinner. which was like at 8pm. lol! WE CAM WHORED! opps =X

IN THE CAB TO MEET VIVI =)

CHEESE FOR THE CAM.

LOVE HSIN RUI's FACE!! =x opps.

I DONNO WAT 2 DO =x

ATTENTIVELY LISTENING. =)

4eva so SWEET.

wat happen 2 vivi? lol!!

i donno but i tink we look veri lovable. [[especially.. me la! lol. jokin...]]

hee.

STILL GOT MORE TO COME =)

2008-06-17T23:35:00.004+08:00

im jux back fm my malaysia camp. organised by chapel[2nd service] called RE! #2

RE! camp #2

1.return to god's word

2.rediscover another.

3.rebuild the church service.

on sunday;

after church service, when 2 hug pa pa 2 wish him happy father's day. then asked if he saw my video. i was the 1st person. CLEMENT HONG! WHY AM I THE FIRST PERSON?? [[ps:i wanna see]] =) then after tt depart by a bus heading 2wards JOHOR! the resort is at JOHOR; PULAI SPRINGS.

we gathered at the cinneplex to watch a show called 'REMEMBER THE TITIANS'. it's a damn nice & touching show. muz watch it if you can. seriously la. it's bout how the black & white being forced 2 b 2gether as a team. american football team = rubgy sum ting alike. then they haf lots of diagreement & unhappiness due 2 de colour issue. but in the end. it is settled. most ting will come w a sweet & happily ever after ending.. but it's the process where it is more important. =)

meals at there was rather fantastic. eat, play, eat, rest. lol. there's chip & choc every where. so tempting la. lol.

MY ROOM's TOILET. [i donno y but i tink i got my father's job sickness. lol!]

OUR BEDROOM.

THE WINDOW VIEW.

VIEW AT THE TOP. =)

MY GROUP MATES. =)

THE GIRLS IN MY GROUP.

EVERYONE GATHERED TOGETHER.

CLEMENT MORE PICTURES?!!!

2008-06-10T23:02:00.005+08:00

jux back fm camp & malaysia [1 day desaru trip].
the fireflies were quite few. FOOD WAS QUITE FANTASTIC. mi, shi jia & yi jia plus her cousin came also. die. i seriously got veri veri veri bad memory.. arrg!! i spent most of time zzz-in in the coach. i need the photos!! neva bring my cam there.

back from youth hour camp on tues. =)

it was lots of fun. veri enlighting. learnt alot of tings. I GOT ALOT OF MOSQUITO BITES!! arrg.. i went to feed thou deadly mosquito tt causes mi to itch til i bleed. sobs! alot of nice stuff happen at the camp. had lots of fun. didnt bring cam. if not. tis will b flooded with pic =)) hee hee.

i wonder sum times. y. y do i haf 2 choose btw either choir & fellowship. hey. it's not like i neva cried okie. damn it. hu is she 2 ya sia. scold mi cux she cry. but yea. i might b harsh on my words. but at least wat i tok was de truth bah. it's true tt most pple will choose fellowship especially when most of your frenes r in there. who will wanna go choir when most of your frene not there. i chose 2 stay in choir cux i feel my responsibility in there. actually you r in nno position 2 say hu is aunty mary & peter 2 get involved. then hu r you 2 get involved 2? you r jux her frene. not her bf; even if you r. so? they r choir instructor. when pple wanna stop servicing in a certain aspect, dont they haf 2 get the approval from the top. &. y does tis haf 2 happen the second time. 2nd time tt choir & fellowship pple haf 2 chose btw 1. y. do any of you noe how tortures it is 2 make a decision. if bcux of tis you guys get back 2 square 1 then i wish you guys all the best & continue 2 b able 2 experience god 2gether. i teared til i donno wat else i can do le..

2008-06-10T20:49:00.002+08:00

yea. i need 2 go shopping. i wanna get zara & F.C.U.K top. read wei tian's blog[he's my classmate now in TP;& skool mate in BDS]. he got F.C.U.K TOP! not fair la. muahahha. didnt leave my link. lol. so i can blog wateva i wanna..
doin now blog skin now. i wanna change the songs. but. donno how 2.. sobs.. arrg.. help.. help......

im free from 2dae til fri!! sum1.. ask mi out...

2008-06-05T18:59:00.003+08:00

HELP ME CHOOSE A BLOGSKIN...

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i spend veri long to find this. filtered out a few times. =)

2008-06-05T18:45:00.004+08:00

i needa choose another blogskin. life gota be veri veri hectic..

6june[fri]-working at CH2M. `willnt go de class BBQ.
7june[sat]-going malaysia. with family. see FIREFLIES!
8june[sun]-church & youth hour camp. yes i will b goin.
9june[mon]-youth hour & crusade camp. I DONT KNOW WHICH TO GO.
10 june[tue]-youth hour[ending] & crusade camp. *DID NOT GO FOR CRUSADE.
11 june[wed]-
12 june[thu]- SHOPPING WITH MUM.
13 june[fri]-
14 june[sat]-~~SHOPPING WITH SIHAN!!!~~ BBQ at home.
15 june[sun]-malaysia trip organised by chapel.[CONFIRMED]
16 june[mon]-malaysia trip organised by chapel.[CONFIRMED]
17 june[tue]-malaysia trip organised by chapel.[CONFIRMED]
18 june[wed]- CAMP FIRE!
19 june[thu]- SHOPPING WITH RUI.
20 june[fri]- meeting up for project.
21 june[sat]-
22 june[sun]-church ; edwin birthday celebration.
23 june[mon]-SCHOOL MUNDANE LIFE STARTS AGAIN. `well, not tt bad with my classmates arund =)

all the blank dates r for rest/SHOPPING & avioding myself 4 falling sick. should i go 4 both youth hr[til the end] & crusade [on the 10th]. I NEED HELP. cant decide. i dont mind goin both. i jux scared like wat mummy say. i might fall sick..

2008-05-27T00:40:00.003+08:00

OMG LA! i dont believe tis. CRAP MAN CRAP!!

man. EXAMS!! TEST!!! ARRG.
PRIS STUDY.. STUDY...

2008-05-25T23:09:00.001+08:00

SIHAN LOVE ME YES I KNOW. FROM HER FACE I CAN TELL IT SO.

man. i donno wat's w mi. well. im being loved =)

2008-05-25T22:41:00.004+08:00

MISS SWAN.. ARRG. i will kill the person hu i serve if she is like tt. damn irriating la.

customer service can be most fun or the worst job at times. depending on the pple tt you meet.

i will die if i meet her. i will bring scotch tape to tape her month up. lol!

i didnt noe tt in wateva tis country tis is i tink spain. you gota pay cuz ATM is suppposed to be faster. wth lor. crap.. lol.

IM SUPPOSED TO DO MY EFF COM!! shag..

RANDOM VIDEO..

FLO Rida feat. T.Pain Music from the Movie Step Up 2 'Low'

HOT!! i wanna learn. lol.

2008-05-24T19:06:00.002+08:00

places that i mux go shopping at.
~~-topshop.~~
-zara.
-m)phosis.

tings to buy.
-skirt. [topshop]
-tee shirt.
-formal wear. [topshop]
-slippers.
-heels.
-pumps.
-shirt. [topshop]
-phone.
-bag.
-accessory.

2008-05-24T17:01:00.002+08:00

yea. yesterday was rather fun. but ssuper super super tiring. GREAT SINGAPORE SALES STARTED YESTERDAY IF YOU GUYS DONNNO!! muahahaha. SHOPPING!!! went skool for peer tutoring. stupid jun ming keep disturbing mi. you disturb mi 1 more time i dont buy lychee hi chew sweet 4 you i tell you. mentor bullying mentee. arrg..
went shopping with rui & him. actually rui wasnt informed. but i called her like veri last min & convinced her 2 come shopping w mi. so nice of her to rush out of hse 4 mi. cux i say i wanna b home by 9pm cux i wana watch my show. in the end? we finish eating at bout onli 9. lol! crap. we were supposed 2 shop at m)phosis. in de end. we ended up spending alot in top shop alone. lol!!
-black skirt $43[$83]
-black formal shirt $23[$43]
-maroon shirt $19[$29]
-chinky underneath(elephant) $11[$13]
MY SHOPPING OF THE 1ST DAY. THERE'S MORE TO GO!! =)) after bein in the shop 4 more than an hr. hungry pple. we headed to crystal jade 2 eat. he treat =) hee hee. we ate less than $50. hee hee. expected & reasonable =)

2008-05-24T16:35:00.002+08:00

i didnt meant to mean tings tt way. not tt i dont wanna meet you or wat. i donno wat 2 say 2 you. i noe i will always divert questions after awhile. tt's cause i hope tt you will not keep worrying bout them. i dont wanna you keep tinking bout wherethe he meant wat he say. afterall. i realli meant well for you. didnt mean 2 do so in a bad way. sorry if you felt insulted. i jux wanted 2 say wat i felt. sorry i say again. i feel sad when i found out tt you haf given fyrhto so much of your time. yea. true. being with new friends gives you more happiness. cux they donno anyting bout your past. your past worries, mistake they all donno. if you tink tt hafin rui is enuf. & tink tt i dont trust you. then it's okie. mayb it's tt sum stuff tt i noe which avoided mi to trust friends totally. my past bad experience with pple. who tell my deepest secret to others cux we haf a deep quarrel. didnt meant to not trust you girls. but im afraid tt hurt will b inflicted. wherethe you accept my explaination or not. will depends on yourself. if you tink tt im not worth bein ur frene. im okie w it. yea. again. im sorry. i didnt meant to make matters like tis.

2008-05-22T00:42:00.002+08:00

okie. enuf of sad stuff. kinda promised john that i will try 2 cut down on my VUGALARITIES. [[YES; I AM BLOGGING BOUT YOU dont you dare spread my URL. i will KILL YOU. lol. hee hee]]. crappy you. thax 4 doing my blog 4 mi =)) thax thax
2day went to TM after skool; which ended at 12 hee hee. celebrate JANANE BIRTHDAY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. lol. like any1 will noe my blog. jux typing 4 the fun of it. hee hee. ate ate pizza hut, we treated her & mac they all brought her ice cream. after tt went to the open space at TM to cut cake. didnt noe she so havoc. lol. she cut the cake hold by her hand wanna throw at pple! wat de la. lol. so not her. ha ha ha. cake was fm four leaves. not bad. yea. went w the guys & shu bo to play AIR HOCKEY!! FAV! hee hee. mi & seng wei lost the 1st round & won the 2nd. yea. but after tt they all left;only left with mi & edwin. we walk round TM & century. decided to buy puzzle 4 JANANE. we made the 108 pieces puzzle at food junction, finished it in 20 min. lol. ha ha ha.. it's de thoughts tt count okie. lol. hee hee. was late for crusade =) opps. hee hee. after crusade went to eat. zi cha!! FAV again. lol. I CAUGHT THE CHANNEL 8 SHOW AT 9PM AT THE COFFEE SHOP. lol. i sound like a drama-addict. lol. saw boo & farid on the way to catch cab with john & edric[i tink]. yea. HOME. =)

2008-05-21T23:13:00.002+08:00

actually. i donno wat 2 say 2 you. but im sorry. didnt meant to make you sad or disappointed. but. donno y. i donno how 2 face you. yea. im pissed cux you didnt help mi put down my name 4 touch rug yet you yourself is in it now. im pissed cux you left mi 2 go canoe polo alone; i had 2 cab 2 skool on tt day alone & was still 1/2gr late jux 2 go home to take shoes & swimming costume. damn. im pissed with you. i admit. i didnt wana 2 see you. im sorry 4 bein so petty. i realli wanted touch rog. but see-ing you inside. i gave up my dream. haiz. y m i saying all this? im jux sorry. i didnt meant 2 not call you out. i tot tt your fyroto frene alreadi taken over safg place in your heart. you can cux of going sentosa w them didnt wanna go us 2 DES concert at victoria concert hall. & tt was supposed the only time all of us were free. i also got sentosa outing. i rejected them cux you girls were still my top prior. wat bout you? you disappointed us on tt day. actually. we were there 4 you when you were single. but. if fyroto were beta then so be it. let mi b the lousy frene of your tt didnt bother bout you bah. i rather you neva noe tt i ever exist. see-ing thou postes bout you & fyroto. i feel hurt & sad. i donno y. they can in 3 days totaly take your heart away fm us. haiz. im sppechless actually.

2008-05-20T23:30:00.002+08:00

many many many ting happened thru the time i didnt blog. 2dae is a damn long day, got lab; quiz; lecture; tut. damn sianz la.. poly life.. sobs. it seems no much beta than sec skool life. haiz.
2morrow is janane birthday;indian girl in my class. at 1st goin mind cafe cux i realli donno where else 2 bring her to, then the class say veri far all this. kinda damn irriating. man.. arrg. 4get it.. lol..
oh ya. even after studying 4 CKT. i still cant make it. my test is all thax 2 edwin =) only both of us understand. lol. hee hee hee...
THANKS FOR MAKING MY DAY. choc&C.R =)

monday;
woke up early in the morning to get pissed by mum. damn irriting la. nag & nag. jux for wat you noe? say tt i neva wake up study. then keep saying tt i will be kicked out by poly. fcuk you la. damn irriting la. fcuk off. arrg.. afternoon met up with edwin & jin quan 2 study. both of them like onli open book for less than half hr la. i was the 1 studying & asking them question. i scared they pissed sia. lol. ha ha ha. i studied!! omg la. lol. i study 4 like 2hrs? lol. then edwin frene came; shawn & [a guy tt haf de same birthday & yr as mi]. lol. i got lao ren shi dai la.. i dumb dumb can.. lol. realli cant remember.. lol. then we went to pei tt guy go buy zinc bag. then jin quan went off. ate KFC & chat 4 like hrs.. til 8, left for home.

sunday;
long long day. actually not very long. i miss time where i enjoyed myself in fellowship. i seriously feel bad 4 walking away. when out of the door. i almost cried la. tears was alreadi in my eyes. arrg. holding them back. daniel msges made mi cry. damn. i cried in church. hope my parents did not see. i ran outside to sit. then all the sad song was playing. [was listening to ipod touch;not mine. mac's] yea. turned emo. hot weather + emo = damn emo & hot tempered person. i miss time playing w them. althou many time we suan 1 & another; we will joke bout it. lame ting pple do. dumb ting pple do. memories of the fellowship. suddenly feel abandoned. man. im not supposed to turn emo. haiz. but i haf made up my decision. if fellowship timing had 2 b pushed to 2pm; to ensure tt they can end early. then i will give fellowship a miss. choir end at 2.30 to 2.45pm. plus you guys moving to prinsep st which will take bout 5-10min walk. by the time i reach will b bout 3pm. wat's the point joining if i will always miss 1hr of stuff & you intend 2 end at 3.30 to 4pm. haiz. i will miss you guys. seriously fm de bottom of my heart. i will miss time being w you guys. haiz. 4get it.

oh ya. i hope that the natural disasters can stop coming. many pple r suffering. i pray that they can haf speedy recovery & tt medical support, housing, daily needs will soon be available for them. see-ing the news. i realised. how vulnerable life can be. we can be enjoying our life in singapore. but in other country, there are pple holding & fighting on for their life; pple lossing their loves ones; pple on the verge of dying; pple trying to help them. i hope all this will come to an end. a nice ending whereby disasters will not come again & again. i pray for china, myanmar & philipines condition. hoping tt they will all turn for the beta. helpers out there at the site all the best & continue wat you are doing & you will be glorifying the lord..
i need 2 stop writting valgurities. =)

I NEED SHOPPING!! GSS STARTS ON THE 23TH MAY!! 2 MORE DAYS!! HOO HOO.

2008-05-16T01:19:00.002+08:00

A VERY VERY VERY DUMB VIDEO. [just for laughs]

ANOTHER ONE.

CHARLIE..... CANDY MOUNTAIN........... BANANA KING............ lol...
*stick tongue out lalalalalala. lol!

2008-05-15T23:39:00.002+08:00

it been a long long time since i blogged. lol..
so happy... most likely meeting rui & vivi 2morrow. hee hee.
many tings 2 blog. donno where to blog. okie i will start w 2day. lab lab lab 4 2dae. damn tiring la can. after lecture went 2 play bball with the class pple. meet pple in 817.. I BROKE MY DAMN NAILS! due to BASKETBALL! ARRGGGG. i wanted to go 4 medicure de la. sibei sianz..
met new pple. exchange numbers..

yesterday.
ended at 1.. went to eat at design. go to safra. supposing to play pool & bowling. in the end zzz at safra bowling place. was damn tired. played a game of bowling =) headed back skool for CRUSADE. after crusade ate e mee. FAV =) hee hee. tom yam soup. got this damn cat. keep coming to our table. was quite pissed w it & scared [hee]. i roared at it. errm. there were alot of pple there. but. arrg. i hate cats. whiskey SHANG! hee hee. bite it in2 pieces... yuck yuck.. imagine tt happen. eeeeeeeu. yucks. okie i beta stop.

im quite sianz 2 blog. so dont mind my boring way of expressing stuff. im jux plain tired now..

i pray for all the pple in china still stuck in thr rubble, lacking of food & water & medical care. hope they are able to break thru the aftermath of the powerful earthquake.
i pray for all the pple in myanmar be able to get medical help, food & water. hope tt the conditions there r beta le. it's quite sad see-ing news filled with all this sad news. the world is like coming 2 an end. natural diasasters; sea level rising. arrg. wat's de world coming to? man.. im scared. im scarred to loss my loved ones. friends, family. arrg. dont take them away fm mi. i will cry day & night. take mi away 1st. for i need not feel the lost. but. i also dont wanna see pple suffering cux of mi especially my daddy & mummy. tink they will b very sad. arrg. i beta stop b4 i turn emo. lol. hee hee...
SMILE =)

2008-05-06T20:54:00.005+08:00

man.. im supposed to like. errm. study & revise. lol. miss a day of skool in poly will make mi in2 deep shits. lecture is goin at the speed of super rockets. can die. engineer maths is like ADDITIONAL MATHS to the power of 3. Ka-maths. lol!! wateva la pris. 10^3 = K if you dont understand. man. MATHS!!! circuit analysis [CKT] & DFUND1 is like PHYSIS. pure physis to the power of 2. lol. ha ha ha. okie shit. i should stop all this. man.. Mdifficult la can. M=mega=10^6. LAB WORK IS GDIFFICULT. G=giga=10^9. YEA. learning maths while blogging. not bad ar. LAB work sux 2 de core la can. super difficult & the fcukin wires hurts la. damn it. arrg. okie. enuf of stupid engineer stuff....

PICTURES at PAN-PACIFIC.

CAM-WHORE..

PLAYING with REFLECTION =) [mi & jia.]

JIA!!

a VERY UN-GLAM PHOTO i must say..

JIA......... WAT FACE SIA! lol. hee hee.

much beta now.. hee hee.. =))

DAO me la. [[hoo hoo. sexy SIA!]]

finally. a nicer photo. 3 of us 2gether =)

CLOSE UP..

MI & SIHAN's BROTHER..

ME at PAN PACIFIC's FOUNTAIN.

2008-05-05T18:46:00.004+08:00

MAY & JUNE been a very very busy month for mi..

11 may- MOTHER'S DAY ; Seng wei's BIRTHDAY.
13 may- ANNIE's BIRTHDAY.
18-19 may- MALAYSIA trip [choir peeps] ; JASRENE 1st MONTH[18 MAY]
7 june-MALAYSIA trip [parents;fellowship]
8- 10 june- CAMP [youth hour; we supposed to help izit?]
15-17 june- MALAYSIA trip [organised by chapel]
21 june- EDWIN BIRTHDAY.
25 june- ZHI MING BIRTHDAY.

so many birthday, MALAYSIA trips. can die la.. jux a random post so tt i will not lost track of my timing. &. &. &. im back blogging!! hee hee.

2008-05-05T14:19:00.002+08:00

oh i have not say how much i need to SHOP. needs more top & bottom. ARRG. die.

i wanna ...
-boyfriend shirt. [long & EDC!!!]
-shirt[more office kinda wear; short sleeve & long sleeve]
-skirt. [demin; rugged]
-short shorts! [i lost my m)phosis & demin 1, SUMONE MUZ HAVE STOLEN IT! damn de person.]
-jean. [levis]
-iTOUCH.
-PDA fone.
-DRY FIT ADIDAS TOP!
-MORE FBTS.

DIE. the LIST IS LIKE NEVER ENDING.....
cravings craving...

2008-05-05T14:01:00.002+08:00

damn sianz. fell sick on fri. high fever. sat also high fever, throat started to be pain. sun didnt go service & choir. fever, sore throat. 2dae. see doc. THROAT INFECTION. like very standard. damn sianz.. bored at home. needa catch up with lectures & tutorial tt i missed 2dae. sianz.. hopefully im better 2morrow. life been meanless this few days. so. i guess video cheers mi up.

might not join any cca. after all i wasnt signed up for touch rug & tennis. so. there go my chance. tues got canoe polo. should i go? or should i not get involved in CCA? help.. sianz.

bro is helping his mid-yr & i jux started skool lol. poor bro. hope he's able to pass this exams with flying colours. thou i keep see-ing him not study.. hopefully he haf alreadi done his revision..

food is on the way =) hee hee.

2008-05-05T13:03:00.001+08:00

was plain bored at home being sick & taking med.. VIDEO =)

HOO......

ultraman, ultraman, hard gay man..

3CHEERS for HARD GAY. hoo...........

2008-05-05T12:36:00.001+08:00

i cant believe NTU students are like tis..

SUPER FUNNY.

2008-04-29T00:12:00.002+08:00

I NEED ALCOHOL. im goin 2 be a alcoholic. problems coming in like nobody business. where r pple when you needed them? but wat happen 2 them when you r useful to them? they all fcuking crawl back 2 u. when u needed them. fcuking get lost. fcuk off. get out of my life. hi-bye friends. guess tt's de end of wateva we been thru bah.

2008-04-29T00:05:00.002+08:00

i did not want to believe wat sum1 tell mi bout u guys. i treated all of you so close. closer than my other gfs. im totally disappointed when he confirmed the fact with. i cant believe that he even noe. and u guys can even tell mi how irritating he is. i dont fcukin care if you guys noe hu u ar. but im veri disappointed. devasted. is de word i will use. i did not expect to be treated so by you guys. this de donno how many times im crying cux of u guys. i fcuking hate it. is tis wat u even say as sis or gfs? fcuk it la. stop the act. im seriously veri disappointed. to even noe de onli 1 hu tried 2 cover up is none of you. how sure wat you guys noe is the true? pple ask. not sure also say?! WTF. fcuk it la.

2008-04-25T13:19:00.002+08:00

i wanna ABSOLUT RASPBERRI.
i wanna BAILEYS MINT CHOCOLATE.
i wanna STRWBERRY MILK WITH BAILEYS CARAMEL.
i wanna to make DRINKS. of MY FAV.

asolut raspberri plus lychee liquor top up with passionfruit. hoo hoo. do i sound like a alcoholic? ha ha ha.

it's nice la. whisky is not for me. but i like de after taste. &&&. im not tokin bout my yorkshire terrier. im tokin bout alcohol whisky. yup. random.

2008-04-25T12:53:00.002+08:00

many things happened from the 8th of april til now. but. im back 2 square 1. being back attached 2 him. dont ask further. dont. or i will get pissed off. i guess tt was de only way out. arrg. donno wat m i tokin bout. de 2 weeks i had with bear was very memorable. flyers. concert. dinner. well. most of you will not noe wat im tokin bout. so. dont bother. lalala.

I WANNA CHANGE PHONE!
1st. I PHONE.
2nd. PDA PHONE.
-HTC
-DOPOD.

I WANNA MORE CLOTHES!

I WANNA IPOD TOUCH.

I WANNA. I WANNA. well. i tink this blog gota be lifeless again. but i will try my best to keep it alive.

i miss times in NPCC after the FOC. arrg. i will blog bout the full detail 1day. I MISS NPCC AFTER GOING BACK FOR SPEECH DAY. i miss my past.
BUT. im in love with wat i haf now. 816 make my day! funny & nice pple.

guess wat. im the CLASS REP. lol! fine. stop laughing can. i do a good job de lor. dont laugh. i will prove 2 you tt im a good class rep. hmp! i love de way im now. but. donno if i can continueing being who i wanna be after 2dae. haiz.

[[poly life is lots of different as you tink it is. lecture is important yet. boring. tutorial is a must. lab can be fun if i understand wat's goin on]] determined to study hard. end of yr3 to haf at least a 3.5GPA. lol!

2008-04-23T12:23:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIAW KHIM.

had lessons til 1. joined 3 CCA(for ORIENTATION only. lol). [[dragonboating, canoe polo, table tennis]]. slack and ate til 3 plus 4. watch edwin, keane, chuan song, jian hong, chuan song friend, shawn playing basketball. mi, fiona & shu bo throwed in a few. waited for ck to end lesson. headed down to clark quay. ate at CAFE IGUANA. MEXICAN food. only to find out that i dont realli like mexican food. not used to it. i PREFER MY STEAK! AMERICAN STEAK ck! hee hee. had lots of margaritas. kiwi, raspberry & bannana. =) MARGARITA!!! hoo hoo. shit. i 4get 2 take pics. sianz diao. nvm.. wasnt in the mood. so yea. guess wat. de bill come up to 92BUCKS! like damn ex la. it's de drinks la deh. sads.

2008-04-16T22:07:00.000+08:00

im lazy to blog. so will update soon =)

2008-04-08T01:34:00.004+08:00

acting like nothin happen is de hardest of all. haix. why haf this be reduced til like tis? y not let both party rest for a while then we will see how after tt. izit tt difficult. i noe self inflicted pain is fun. but you r threathening mi using them. i frigging donno wat 2 do. let mi go. i dont wanna live with guilty & regret for the rest of my life. being with you haf realli changed mi alot. but i seriously dont tink tt we r meant 2 b 2gether. y dont you understand? do u feel mi change? do ya feel tt im not like last time? i haf 2 act like nothin happen. y izit so difficult. i feel like dying. kill myself so tt i dont need 2 live with this. omg i 4gotten 2 spell live. i spelt it as leave. cux 4goten how 2 spell. fcuk la. i donno wat's wrong w mi la. can i self inflict pain also? it will be so childish. but. i does realli help 2 relieve heart aches. but i promised not 2 go back. but but but. i donno if this continue i dont tink i will nnot do anyting 2 myself. i need alcohol. i jux held back myself 2day not 2 buy alcohol. cux i noe i will buy 5 bottles & start mixing.. stop mi. i need help. im lost. i realli donno wat 2 do. lord. help mi. im helpless. guide mi thru. i need you. arrg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dont be KPO. ignore this post..

2008-04-06T23:23:00.002+08:00

talking to hui ying now. oh. she's andrew's cell group friend. yup. a nice person. yea. toking about the relationship.
XIU YU ah yi's BIRTHDAY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. not in a mood to blog.
2nd day sux man. fcuking pain la. shit i should stop swearing.
going to katong K with ex BDSians!

2008-04-04T23:46:00.002+08:00

talking to javier, remember the times we spend together. studying. chiong tuition. playing cards.[they taught me how to play duel masters;i mastered it. so proud.] spending time together. slacking. MAN, I MISS STUDYING WITH THEM =)

MET UP WITH JAC, RUI, JAVIER, JONATHAN, DENNIS. meet jac, rui & jonathan at TM. ate yoshinoya.[not sure how to spell]. i printed out fotos of my last day at woods. $9... sobs. nvm. they r nice pple. hee hee. lol. headed down to play pool at errm. shit i forget the place. but it was freaking bright. i feel so demorised. I CANT AIM FOR FCUK! stupid bf. say will teach mi. till now onli teach mi how to hold the bloody stick. roars roars. i give up learning to play pool. i sux at everyting. after tt. went to K! hoo hoo. so fun la. i ate bee hoon with sauce. actually i donno wat i ate. the room dark wat. lol. ABSOLUT RASPBERRI WITH PEPSI & LYCHEE TEA is nice!! i jux remembered! i did not bring home my $3 longan i bought on the previous i went to play pool & k! damn it!! aangry sia. lol!! nvm.. i will buy it again..
i got craving for longan, lychee. berrys! DURIAN!! shit. stop mi pls. im growing fatter!! shit la.

2008-04-03T23:58:00.002+08:00

hoo hoo. jux locked whiskey outside my room cux he keep on barking. so dumb.
im supposed 2 blog but im tired. will do so 2morrow morning b4 meeting jac & rui. TM =)
i haf 2 rememeber 2 print out fotos.. normal sized or wallet sized?? ARRG.

2008-04-03T23:48:00.000+08:00

went to mummy's office be temp RECEP 2dae. 12/hr!! lol. acyually it was miscommunication; the floor manager told my mum is 12 but 4gotten to confirm w the HR department which onli pays recp 10/hr. however, in de end i still get 12 per hr. but onli 4 2dae. BUT!! i gota wake up at 6.45AM!! AM YOU NOE! it's a veri veri unearthly hour!! man.. 8AM to 6PM. man. 10hrs can. but 1hr lunch break thou. i love the place. free lunch fm mum =)) at SUBWAY!! yea. hee hee.

guess wat i drank for the whole day? 3 cans of heaven & earth green tea. i hot jap green tea. 1/2 cup GORIA JEAN'S IRISH NUT COFFEE[it's frigging nice la!! 1/2 onli cux i stole it fm mum;hey nice ting mux share mah rite?]. 1 reg subway lemon barley. LOL!!! random.

I KEEP FARTING. [[man, imagine a recep tt keep farting. lol!! so unglam] glam sia glam... lol! wateva la pris. talkng to yourself again.. siao 1. lol.

oh oh oh. there's sumting i muz tell all of you.. UPS & FED EX got this electronic machine for reciever to sign on. i tink they competing who's is biggest & heaviest. i vote for UPS machine. it's as heavy as 4 or 4 bricks. it lies from your elbow to your wrist. *imagine!* im serious. i did not like exaggerate la. lol! okie. random. pple ther r nice.

RECEP IS RATHER FUN ALSO. jux tt got alot of weird pple w wierd demands. lol!!

2008-04-02T23:44:00.000+08:00

went to K & play pool with jac, rui, jonathan & han long.

han long going for SP SPORT CAMP. sport. han long. errm. i dont find de link. lol! okie. random.

jac tink tt her TL is goin after rui. lol!! wateva la silly gal.. love her thou. TIRED DAY.

2008-04-01T18:42:00.002+08:00

ASK ME OUT!!!
i wanna get LAZENSA's membership card. any1 share w mi & rui? i wanna my pay. then go shopping. BLACK & GOLD! arrg. im going insane! shit i cant even spell going properly. i typed rubbish. fcuk. he's like 4eva go bz when im finally free! fcuk it. single. i wanna. i haf enuf. at least i can haf pple 2 care when im single. cux they tink i will stead w them. lol. okie shit. i donno wat's w mi now.. shit. EMO.

2008-04-01T17:49:00.003+08:00

events for this month.
2nd APRIL- DANIEL's BIRTHDAY.
10th to 12th APRIL- TP CAMP.
13th APRIL- worship [youth hour]
14th & 15th APRIL-working at mummy there as RECEP. [10/hr; 9hrs/day]
16 to 18th APRIL- ORIENTATION.
19th APRIL- SPEECH DAY & dance performance[nope, im not dancing;im an elephant.im watching it]
21st APRIL-START POLY.

OCCUPY ME!!! IM BORED!

2008-04-01T17:28:00.002+08:00

2dae is fcuking bored. zzz-ing at home rotting like no body's business. no1 bother. was crying; whiskey jump up my bed & lick away all of tears then kiss mi [or should i say french]. only he cared. really donno wat 2 do le. supposed 2 meet him 2dae cuz his cousin going back 2 US 2morrow morning. he, er yi & gf goin 2 cook for er yi's sis hu is goin back to US. felt feverish, lazy 2 get up also. he-studying, project [fm 1 til now not done; im supposed 2 meet him at 3]. imagine if i gota sit there stare at his frenes & him doin project at city hall. how dumb. at 3 decided not 2 go. stay home & rest & slack. how long will T stop contacting me? omg. i tink im hafing weird crushes. i donno wat's wrong w mi.

i donno wat CCA 2 take in TP.
-DANCING [donno if i can or not; i feel like an elephant. lol!]
-ARCHERY [passion was once there]
-AQUATHLON [wat does it consist off?]
-CHEERLEADING [seems hot;but i no figure]
-CANOEING [seems fun]
-DRAGON BOAT [I WANT I WANT!!]
-RUGBY [SUPER HOT;but got touch rugby for girls?]
-VOLLEYBALL [i like!]
-WAKEBOARDING [SO LOVEING IT! outside learn ver ex. muahahaha]

help me choose. CCA that im loving them now is WAKEBOARDING; DRAGONBOAT; DANCE. after this top 3 will be CHERLEADING; VOLLEYBALL; RUBGY! ARRG!! i will keep naming & adding.. cannot cannot. i will stop here =)

i have no appetite 2 eat. only eat 1/2 packet of me goreng[maggi mee style] & threw de rest away. wat's wrong w mi!! i wanna eat. but donno wat 2. lol! i noe you mux be tinking, wat an idiot rite. lol! yea. tis me! you dont like then scram out of this blog! hmp. iBITE!

2008-04-01T00:04:00.002+08:00

I WANNA PSP SLIM; inclusive of lots of games!! muahahaha.
I WANNA NEW FONE! PDA seems NICE.
I WANNA be in AIR CON EVERY SINGLE MIN. [[fcukin hot weather]]
I WANNA to STOP SWEARING. [[it's very difficult.. lol]]
I WANNA GO FOR SHOPPING! SHOP TIL DROP!!!!!!!!! =)))
I WANNA TO BE WHO I AM.
I WANNA BE SINGLE.
I WANNA STOP HAVING MASSIVE MOOD SWING.
I WANNA...
I WANNA....
I WANNNA.......

you mux be tinkin siao le la this gal .lol. change my hotmail. for fun. lol. im trying my best 2 cheer myself up & not 2 be emo. i wanna cry. but donno wat's izit 4. i wanna sleep but cant. i wanna 2 msg pple. but donno hu to. i wanna b single. but donno if i can. i wanna be independent. but i always rely on pple. i wanna be happy. but many ass hole tings spoil my mood. i wanna to cheer up. but the more i write i turn more emo.

i m officially EMO KID. emo emo emo emo emo. lol!

im goin crazy cux everyting is happening too fast. slow down.. i need help!! i tink i can go join pple in METTA. hoo hoo........ IMH kicked mi off. cux they say tt im beyond wat they can help. i when in. cause more pple around to b as crazy as im. i wanna drink alcohol. i wanna money to do so. i need drinks to keep mi sleeping. i wanna sleeping pill. i wanna know why m i acting like this. i wanna noe wat's wrong w mi. i tink i need to go for conselling. i wanna noe wat's wrong w mi. i donno y m i having massive mood swings. i hate it when im like tt. i donno wat's wrong w mi.

2008-03-31T22:40:00.002+08:00

man. life is getting worst & life everyday. yesterday turned emo. 2morrow also.. bf found T's msges in my fone. threathen 2 b funny. fcuk la. y did i get involve w him at de 1st place?! fcuk it la. now? no msg-es fm any1. every1 will soon ignore & dont bother bout mi. then. i will b back 2 square 1. w/out any1 hu cares in my pathetic life. feel so lonely(no1 bothers). sad(tings got worst). frustrated(cux i cant b hu im). screw mi. i donno wat im tokin bout. meaning-less life which is filled w crap. should i meet him 2morrow? or should i let him try 2 start his single life 1st? will he let mi go?

2008-03-31T00:48:00.003+08:00

im sorry. im jux scared 2 lose friends. shit. im getting very paraniod. im sorry.. fcuk. i donno wat's w mi. everyting is like coming 2 mi at a go. everyting. BGR. T. friends. arrg. shit. i guess i mux isolate myself 4 sumting. going berserk. crazy pris. always being so paraniod. see la. any an how tink. nothin also tink got ting on. siao 1. run. run away fm her. she roars & bite. fcuk. i donno wat;s wrong w mi. mood swing. pregnant. insane. shit. ignore this post.

2008-03-30T23:52:00.002+08:00

di xiong zhou is very tiring.. hope de guys enjoy despite of last min planning tt cause it 2 be rather screw-ed up..
i dont like wat's going on w both of you. i dont like de feeling i felt now. i donno if you both is tokin bout mi. tell mi if im paraniod. arrg. im jealous. pissed. diasppointed. y everyting changes so fast? y do i feel so left out. y? im hate de feeling.. SHIT.
fcuk it la. no mood.

2008-03-29T23:26:00.002+08:00

i miss you. i seriously do. but. it's not fair for mi 2 hold you cuz of tt reason. i need 2 let you go. it's not fair 4 you. you changed alot cux i said you were irritating, now. i feel more freedom. many tings happen this few days. pple in & out of my life. feel so attached 2 friends. feels sad when i feel ignored & un-cared off. shit. wat's wrong w mi?

SAFG! I MISS YOU. JAC- cheer up. guess wat. im tokin 2 you from 10 plus til now i tink.

2008-03-26T22:37:00.000+08:00

bz w the brother's week. no time 2 blog. so will. try. my best 2 do so soon! =)

2008-03-25T00:57:00.000+08:00

i tink im hafing sore throat & fever plus flu.. dying soon. sobs..

2008-03-25T00:49:00.002+08:00

is tis how my life is supposed 2 be like? i dont like it now. i wanna go overseas alone. alone. 2 get away fm all tis. anyways. hu realli realli cared bout mi?? haiz. my life now. super super low. im throwing my temper at almost everyting. so. leave. mi. alone. ROARS!

2008-03-25T00:34:00.002+08:00

saw both of you walkin away fm my sight. enjoying each other's company more than bothing bout mi. may b im jealous. seriously jealous. tt's y i cant b bothered 2 stay long in de same place as both of you. both onli bother bout each other more than bout mi. tell mi decision after planning. hu im 2 ya? jux a frene? a close frene? well. i feel tt im treated as a 2nd degree frene. wat's de point goin out w both of you? both of you enjoying our time. mi? onli being bothered by after a while. seriously la. go enjoy being 2gether. y bother pulling mi in. im jux veri pissed. it happens 2 often til i realli i stand it anymore. if i dont say it out. i will 1 dae yell it out in front of you guys. leave mi alone if you onli haf each other in ur heart. dont bother tagging mi alone 4 de sake of doin so.

dont bother translating it. cuz de person hu im tokin bout will not b bothered 2 do so. get out of my life then. ROARS!

2008-03-24T18:30:00.004+08:00

found another quiz. http://www.quizbox.com/personality/ do from the 1st down.

RESULT.
1.Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

2.The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

3.Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

4.The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

5.Your views on education: Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

1.You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

2.You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.

3.You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.

4.Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?

5.Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

Kind and Gentle
Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

You value your friendships: 75%
You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

Jealousy Level: 55%
You are a jealous person but you try not to let it showYou often get very jealous of others but you are successful at controlling your emotions publicly. When you feel that other people are winning things that you deserve, you get very upset, but you won't hurt anybody else by making a scene. Your jealousy is private. You might, for example, cry yourself to sleep at night when you get really jealous of someone.

How will you choose your Mr Right?
You will make the most of being able to shop around for Mr Right. You love your freedom and will have a lot of fun learning about what sort of man you like. When you do find the guy for you, nobody will be able to keep you away from the church.

Who will be your future Mr Right?
Your real-life hero will be manly. He'll be dependable, even financially. He will protect you and always respect your feelings. He'll probably be quite a bit older than you.

When will you get married?
You will be very determined and thorough in choosing a spouse. You'll study every detail about your man before saying yes to a life of love. You will eventually make a good choice, but you'd better be sure that he's willing to wait that long.

What sort of wife will you be?
If your hubby is crazy enough to ask you to do silly things, you may as well have fun with him. You'll make a fun-loving wife.

Will you and your husband have a good time together?
You and your spouse will choose to spend time on more romantic activities. You won't end up quite as healthy, but you'll have plenty of fun going out for drinks, watching concerts or playing cards at home with other friends.

What will your children be like?
Your kids will be quiet and won't give you a hard time - they'll be a joy to have around. However, you should teach them to be stronger and more confident in themselves. Otherwise they might grow up to be losers.

How loyal are you?
You are a cool chick! You pretend not to care about the many men you attract, but they just keep coming back for more. When you are married, you won't be a loyal kind.

The Mass Communicator
You have a cheerful personality and you are a naturally kind person. Your hidden talent isn't really that hidden at all: you shine among a crowd. You would make an ideal news announcer, flight attendant or model - any position that would give you an opportunity to deal with plenty of people. A tip for you is to avoid getting too deeply involved in others' personal lives - otherwise you might find yourself constantly being asked for help.

My dream guy:
Unlike most others, he walk on his own path. He's creative and willing to learn about anything. Music and movies are his favorites. He's kind to everyone. You can feel his inner beauty through his words. He's comfortable among a circle of friends. He's looking for someone to share his hobbies.

Here is the analysis:
1.Your future friend: You have a big sister confidence and leadership. So you friends are mostly vulnerable and always need your help. You can't resist helping these people and eventually you all will become good friends.

2.Your travel plan: In the future, you will often take overseas trips especially to modernized countries. You will get to explore Europe and North Asia like you always wanted.

3.Your future financial status: You are a big spender! You always spend on friends and luxury goods without feeling guilty. No matter how much you earn, you churn to match it. Your credit cards get thinner and thinner from frequent swipes. The figure in your bank account is not what you enjoy seeing.

4.The last period of your life: You can't stand being a lonely old lady so you will spend the last days of you life being a kind loving grandparent so that the kids will love to have you around.

You like to know secrets about people. You are quite superstitious. Although you are very careful about spending your money, you often end up spending a lot of money on unnecessary stuff.

Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. You often come up with solutions to problems. Your life is always full of changes. When it comes to love, you shut yourself off. It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside. You always have plans on your mind. This might cause a lot of stress if things don't go the way you expect. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. We also see that you are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate. You don't think much about yourself.

Your Working Style
You have a great deal of warmth, but may not show it until you know a person well. You keep your warm side inside, like a fur-lined coat. When you are care, you care deeply, but are more likely to show your feeling by deeds rather than words. You are very faithful to duties and obligations related to things or people you care about.
You take a very personal approach to life, judging everything by your inner ideals and personal values. You stick to your values with passionate conviction, but can be influenced by someone you care deeply about. Although your inner loyalties and ideals govern your lives, you find these hard to talk about. Your deepest feelings are seldom expressed; your inner tenderness is masked by quiet reserve.
In everyday activities you are tolerant, open-mind, flexible, and adaptable. If one of your inner loyalties is threatened, though, you will not give and inch. You usually enjoy the present moment, and do not like to spoil it by rushing to get thing done. You have little wish to impress or dominate. The people you prize the most are those who take the time to understand your values and the goals you are working toward.
You are interested mainly in the realities brought to you by your senses, both inner and outer. You are apt to enjoy fields where taste, discrimination, and a sense of beauty and proportion are important. You have a special love of nature and a sympathy with animals. You often excel in craftsmanship and the work of your hands is usually more eloquent than words.
You are twice as good when working at a job that you believe in, since your feeling adds energy to your efforts. You see the needs of the moment and try to meet them. You want your work to contribute to something that matters to you-- human understanding, happiness, or health. You want to have a purpose beyond your paycheck, no matter how big the check. You are perfectionists whenever you deeply care about something, and are particularly suited for work that requires both devotion and a large measure of adaptability.
The problem for you is that you may feel such a contrast between your inner ideals and your actual accomplishments that you may burden yourself with a sense of inadequacy. This can be true even when you are being as effective as others. You take for granted anything you do well and are the most modest of all the types, tending to underrate and understate yourself.
It is important for you to find practical ways to express your ideals; otherwise you will keep dreaming of the impossible and accomplish very little. If you find no actions to express your ideal, you can become too sensitive and vulnerable, with dwindling confidence in life and in yourself. Actually, you have much to give and need only to find the spot where you are needed.

You've made your way well in this world despite all the obstacles you've had to faced. You have survived a lot more troubles than most people. You have had to deal with difficult people, ridiculous rules, and tempestuous relationships.
Love for you can be as intense as the fire on the face of the sun. You are either very calm on the inside when there is a lot of insanity going on around you, or you shut people up and take charge. You can go to a movie by yourself. You are as comfortable alone as you are with others. You are angry at your parents but you can't change them.
You are a great lover when you find that rare mate who is your equal, otherwise your relationships do not go well. Life is a roller coaster, and you are finding ways to make the good times better. You love sports.

Your ideal mate has a sense of humor and is lively.
You like changes. Going for a trip is challenging to you.
You are in despair about your lack of success. That's your attitudes towards success.
Can a woman be president? You will answer no to this question.
You are emotional, sincere and optimistic.

im not done. it's like 100 tests!! wat de hell la.

What others see from your style
You tend to be affectionate but not very strong emotionally. You want to be loved, and this can make you appear needy and clingy at times.

What your nightclothes reveal
You are friendly and always in good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.

What others see from your ties
You are kind and friendly. You are an uncomplicated person and enjoy exciting activities.

What others see from your belts
You are a lonely and demanding person. You are hardworking as well as intelligent, and can be passionate when in love.

What others see from your shoes
You like to be the center of attention. You like to look good at all times and probably never leave the house without makeup on. Although you may be intelligent, you're also insecure about your looks. You care about others, and will always listen to what they have to say.

What others see from your earrings
You are a sweet and talkative person. You are sociable, energetic and interesting, and get easily bored by the same old things. You are always looking for adventure.

The last analysis
You are probably a clever and adventurous person. You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends. Although you enjoy your freedom, you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your thoughts.

im done w doing quiz. jux doin 2 pass time.. was bored.

2008-03-24T14:17:00.004+08:00

FINALLY. got de time 2 blog. it been a long long time since. lol.

~~HAN ROCKS.~~

~~JIA ROCKS TOO.~~

they wrote it them self. lol!! hey!! im PRIS THE ONLY GREAT PERSON!! HOW CAN I SUX. lol. hee hee =)

2008-03-18T14:24:00.003+08:00

im meeting jac 2 go TP. no time 2 blog. mayb 2morrow. ha ha ha. yea. realised. i got views from australia & US. so cool. lol. wateva. yea. rui view my here like 3 times. top person. lol. wateva. okie. i beta get out of here le. b4 jac will kill mi. lol. bye.

2008-03-18T13:40:00.000+08:00

HE, ORDERED MAC 4 MI =) hee hee. yea. cuz i lazy go out & home got nothin nice 2 eat. okie. my mac is here. i go eat 1st =) then i will blog bout my hectic life..

2008-03-14T12:30:00.004+08:00

they r like again, sleeping & ~~making out on my bed~~. man. it sounds wrong. ha! my maid coming 2 clean up de hse & to cook 4 mi, jia & han. any 1 noe where can i get a board tt is magnetic or cardboard kinda for mi to hang in front of my study table.

LESSON TIME. aNEE oHEIVET oTKHA (female to male) aNEE oHEIV otAKH (male to female) Ani ohev at (man to woman) Ani ohevet atah (woman to man) ALL MEANS I LOVE YOU in HEBREW.

sam; overseas [[thailand, for commando stuff]]
marcus & porshin; army [[13.03.08]]
daniel; going sibu[[adventure trip til tues]]
ar! miss them thou. y r they onli guys? gals? lol. okie. bye.

2008-03-14T00:39:00.002+08:00

i realised, im now living on 1 or 2 meals a day. which is worst than in m)phosis sales time.
WHISKEY IS LYING ON MY LAP (guai guai) LET MI BULLY!! muahahahaha. okie. back to topic.
han- i got more craving cuz i smell like super nice food everyday i work!!!
my current cravings [fulfill it & i will marry you; ya rite. jux jokin =))]
for FOOD *CRAYPOT RICE. *CHILLI CRAB. *SAMBAL KANGKONG. *CHOCOLATE CAKE! *CHICKEN RICE. *STEAK(veri good one;not like han's!!)MEDIUM RARE. *BIG BIG PRAWNS! *FRIED KWAY TEOW. *XIAO WAN MIAN. (jux eased my craving) *SORBETS(from either Bens&Jerry or Haagen daz, will be nice) *ORANGE JUICE. *ICE BLENDED MOCHA. okie. im done with food. =)) last one. almost forget. *KOLOMEE!! jia~~~~ HINTS~~~

for MATERIAListic items `TOP SHOP lingerie.[i wanna 4;bought 1 le] `ZARA long sleeve. `ESPIRIT top & bottom[jux to use up my privilleges.] `TOPSHOP, PULL&BEAR or ZARA character tops. `NUM's tops [baby flintstone(not sure of spelling) & Jersey] `foundation [i donno if i will use; but i guess i will haf 2 cover my eye bags] `LASENZA's lingerie. [black, hot pink, green, yellow; top & bottom] `dress `ADIDAS sport shoe!! `my own BRANDED belt [A&X, HERMES....] `BOOTS! `PUMPS. `HEELS. [6'', 5'', 4'', 3''] `WEDGES. `fake EYELASHES[jux random; it seems fun. lol]

okie. im goin 2 kill myself if i continue de list & get nothin. lol. okie. time 2 zzz. workin 2morrow. han comin 2 disturb my beauty zzz. ha ha ha, jux jokin. i will onli wake up when she reach my hse. i tink. muahahaha. TIRED.

2008-03-13T00:27:00.004+08:00

im goin crazy if i stay home in this kinda family longer & im freaking serious w wat i jux said. f****. i jux came home tired, hungry & de 1st ting is my mum screaming. cuz i not yet enrol myself in TP. she yell, i hungry & tired yell back at her la. then i realised. my bro frene is at home. OMG! he's like freaking small & cute la can. i got take foto. lalala.
MY BRO JUX TELL MI TT HE NEED ME TO HELP HIM DO HIS BBQ!! START FIRE!!! ARRG.

HELP!! my life!!

LESSON TIME. S' ayapo is I LOVE YOU in GREEK. GREECE is a country of southeast Europe on the southern Balkan Peninsula and including numerous islands in the Mediterranean, Aegean, and Ionian seas. Settled by Achaeans, Aeolians, Ionians, Minoans, and Dorians by 1000 B.C., the region grew as an amalgam of independent city-states, many of which established colonies throughout the Mediterranean by the eighth century B.C.. Classical Greek culture, centered around Athens, reached a high point in the fifth century B.C. before being conquered by Philip II of Macedon in 338 B.C.. The area was later controlled by the Roman and Byzantine empires before being absorbed into the Ottoman empire (1456). In 1829, Greece gained its independence and established a constitutional monarchy. The king was deposed following a military coup in 1967, and a democratic republic was established in 1975. Athens is the capital and the largest city. Population: 10,700,000.
love mi? ha ha ha. you learn from small things like this. WOOD's SPECIAL COCKTAILS ARE FANTANSIC!! [[*LADIES DESIRE]]

2008-03-12T00:20:00.004+08:00

i seriously dont understand why do all this happen? why cant you be more understanding?? y muz you like demand 4 MY friendster acc password? wat msg is so freaking nice 2 see? dont wanna quarrel w mi? but you juz like freaking pissed mi off. i tell you b4 tt my feeling started 2 fade. but did you care? you onli cared bout if you are being concerned bout. if i dont feel care & concern. will i do so 2 you? no idiot will do so. tell mi wat's missing in our relationship? i realli haf no idea le. all in noe is im starting not 2 bother. everytime ask so much question when im w my frenes. did i do so when you were like playing your dota, pool or majong? i did not. i let you go enjoy. did i like keep fcuking complain if i can go along with you? no. i let you haf the time off. im letting you haf more freedom then you give mi le. wat more do you wanna. all you always satify is jux our materialistic deamands. but how often when im like realli down & you were there? how many time were you not there 4 mi. cuz you are sleeping, playing or even working? working, sick & sleeping these reason i can let you off. playing & the other reasons are the ones which i realli get pissed off. you asked if i bother when you are sick. i did. did you? you come over my place jux 2 play & fool around. when you sick i will let you rest. did you? seriously ask urself. izit wrong 2 noe more frenes? so wat if they r guys or gals? 1yr close to 5 months & you can still dont trust mi. tell mi not 2 work. say tt you can provide for me. but can you accompany me thru the time im bored? no. so tt's y i prefer 2 work. understand?

dont bother reading. roars..

2008-03-11T20:56:00.007+08:00

kan ni na la! fcuked up family. teacher & deacon in church do such a ting. knn. knn. knn. fcuk fcuk fcuk fcuk fcuk. stupid bro! stop throw temper can. retarded ass hole! arrg!

2008-03-11T20:46:00.006+08:00

wat de fcuk is wrong w you la. fcukin no brain izit? fall down veri big ar. fcuk off la. i concerning. you ask mi get lost. wat de fcuk is your problem la. i got a fcuking dairrhoea, wat de fcuk you expect mi 2 do. do hse work i also got do de lor. scold mi 4 wat!!!! fcuk off la. can i like work whole day so tt i can like not be in this fcuking irritating situation. fcuk fcuk fcuk fcuk fcuk fcuk fcuk off. i hate my life. ROARS!

2008-03-11T15:48:00.001+08:00

weee. they r like fcukin-ly making out. making mi jealous. go die can. roars. =) THREE-SOME. lol.

LESSON TIME. Ich liebe Dich is I LOVE YOU in german. I mog Di ganz arg! (Suebian: South German dialekt.) also means I LOVE YOU. GERMANY is a republic in central Europe: after World War II divided into four zones, British, French, U.S., and Soviet, and in 1949 into East Germany and West Germany; East and West Germany were reunited in 1990. 84,068,216; 137,852 sq. mi. (357,039 sq. km). Capital: Berlin. see. im like helping all geo students. lol. hee hee. =)

2008-03-11T14:06:00.001+08:00

we got names on our thighs. lol. han & jia is like sqeezing in my small bed. we wanna eat kolomee but it was like sold out. yea. cab back 2 my hse fm bedok. m)phosis slipper is so slippery til it slip out like 3 times in de heavy rain. so retarded. imagine mi goin back ( from the middle of the road) cuz my slipper came out. so stupid can!

2008-03-11T01:34:00.002+08:00

was bored. went 2 mass disturb pple. hee hee. link up pple so tt i will not stop losting them. yup. okie. time 2 zzz. this week will be a very busy week. so might not haf time 2 update.

1103- han & jia coming over my hse
1203- meeting han; work (5 to 11pm)
1303- work (9am to 3pm) damn early la can; meeting him
[MARCUS & PORSHIN will go in ARMY]
1403- work (5pm to 11pm)
1503- work (11am to 3pm/ 5pm to 10pm)
[hope to GET my PAY from m)phosis; im frigging broke!!]
1603- service[chapel] ; meeting[40th anni dinner] ; choir ; fellowship; work (5pm to 11pm)

most is like nitex shift. which means will drag over 12 mid nitex. which also means tt. i got free ride home by cab!! hee hee. tiring thou. lol. sunday. veri veri veri long day again. if this continues til next month. im veri confirm tt i will like super lose weight. lol.
MY BODY IS ACHING!! I NEED A BLACK PUMPS FOR WORK! arrg. random.

2008-03-11T00:39:00.007+08:00

i m like so super fcuked up now la. i gota like wash de laundry, bath whiskey, cook for yang, stay home for dinner. how on fcuking you expect mi 2 meet you. even if i rush 2 do finish my stuff. you not feeling well. go out 4 wat fcuking reason. y cant you jux be fcukin understand. i seriously perfer the 1 yr ago de you. fcuk fcuk fcuk fcuk fcuk. im so frigging pissed out. dont bother reading this post. scram. arrg. im like so pissed off la. damn shit!

2008-03-10T23:14:00.003+08:00

friendster sux man. take so fcukin long 2 upload fotos. so stupid. roars. 4get it. i realised. i been very long i took neoprints. lol. okie. wateva. 2dae is damn boring, so i shall blog bout yesterday.
WTF la. i upload 15 pics, 8 pics too big; 5 pics got this written "Upload failed (Read/Write Error)" so in de end. only got two pics is being uploaded. so super retarded. WTF LA CAN! 4get it. im not updating my friendster anymore. screw it so irritaing.
SUNDAY- 9th march;
very very hectic day. was working the day before i was supposed 2 go home w other pple at 12 by cab. but i never know tt mummy & daddy came 2 look 4 mi. lol. so nice rite. KC was super jealous la. no la. juz jokin =) hee hee. de food provided is seriously like prison food sia. only mixed rice with dish. lol. ha ha ha. on sunday nitex quite little pple sitting indoor, but got VIP room1 & 3 open. according 2 pple working there. VIP room3 haf de restuarant bosses & director meeeting. they were argueing about the quantity of the food. when i was like clearing the place. lol. i seriously donno hu are my directors. lol. hu cares. de most i will only stay there til this month or next =) hee hee. tired de sia. F&B is rather fun la. I WANNA BE A BARTENDER. nurture mi as 1 & i will stay. lol.
**I AM EATING PORK FLOSS FROM MEI ZHENG XIANG, while blogging. jealous jealous?**
ookie, juz being sidetracked. oh before tt. in church after service at chapel, i was wearing white mask with black all over. giving out leaflets. for the 40th anniverisary celebration.
nothing much more interesting in my life other than being in the cab with 3 ku ku pple. well, it's not 4 mi 2 explain it here. lol. nothin much happen la. juz crappy pple =) well. pple working there is rather nice. yup.

LESSON TIME. Je t'aime is I LOVE YOU in FRENCH. i wanna learn french, japanese, itilian. arrg. teach mi. or where can i sign up for courses?? sobs..

2008-03-10T16:47:00.001+08:00

working life is tiring man. i updating my friendster fotos. will blog when im done. han & jia comin 2 my hse 2 rot w mi. lol. 2morrow.

2008-03-08T14:23:00.003+08:00

took a personality test. guess wat, i got de web fm jean. okie. hu cares?

Personality Test - Report

My Personality


Neuroticism	65
Extraversion	93
Openness to Experience	56
Agreeableness	42
Conscientiousness	17

You do not feel nervous in social situations, and have a good impression of what others think of you, however you feel enraged when things do not go your way. You are sensitive about being treated fairly and feel resentful and bitter if you think you are being cheated. You lead a moderately paced life. You like some energetic activities, but also like to relax and take it easy. You prefer the security and stability brought by conformity to tradition. You are tenderhearted and compassionate, feeling the pain of others vicariously and are easily moved to pity, however you are not adverse to confrontation and will sometimes even intimidate others to get your own way. Mostly you work towards achieving your best, although in some areas you are content just to get the job done.

my full report.

http://www.learnmyself.com/personality.asp?p=wpa-628330&x=PIx1x133361-133434x8b375x1

i cannot judge myself. so you haf 2 tell mi if it's realli accurate or not. lol. 2 mi. i find it quite mi. lol. okie. wateva. if you wanna take it too. go to http://www.learnmyself.com/ do it & i wanna noe also =) yea. be honest. muahahaha. i haf 1% cooperation. man. izit true. lol. i feel bad. ha ha ha.

okie. done crapping. gota work at 5pm. so by bye. =)

LESSON TIME. Mina" rakastan sinua is I LOVE YOU in Finnish. in case you donno. finnish is the principal language of Finland, a Uralic language related closely to Estonian and remotely to Hungarian. FINLAND is a country of northern Europe bordering on the Gulf of Bothnia and the Gulf of Finland. Settled by Finnish people by the beginning of the 8th century, the region was controlled from the 13th century by Sweden and after 1809 by Russia. Finland became independent in 1917. Helsinki is the capital and the largest city. Population: 5,230,000. ta-da. m i smart?? hee hee.

2008-03-08T13:23:00.001+08:00

I NO NEED DO WORSHIP FOR TOMORROW LE!!!!! MUAHAHAHA. SOMEONE FROM THE BIGGEST FELLOWSHIP IS DOIN!!! GOODY!!!! SO HAPPY!!!

cuz i juz started tinkin wat song to pick!!! muahahahaha. opps. hee hee.

2008-03-08T13:08:00.000+08:00

i learn sum ting new at F&B. balsamic vinegar. it's wat chinese dip into dumpling. lol!!! i heard it as wasabi & vinegar. okie fine. i admit. i got hearing problem.

2008-03-08T11:42:00.002+08:00

my poly course starts on the 21st april! hoo hoo!! tuition fee is ex man. $1169. ex man..

brother juz like come in my room & said "i am L, CHANGE THE WORLD" lol. then look down with his "so called long frige"(it pop ouy when he look straight, see my bro 4 yourself & you will understand!) super act cool lor. aiyo. my bro. lol. cute sia.

i was bored. started 2 look around at other pple's blog. guess. who's i found?
rui, vivi, jac. look 4 it yourself yea =) EMO SIA SHE! oppssss... XD
http://j-mydestiny.blogspot.com/ &&& http://jean-tan.blogspot.com/
guess wat!!! she goes 2 vivo, bugis, tm, pp & we all neva see her. OMG. i miss her NAGGY VOICE. shit. wat did i juz say. lookin at all her foto. i did not regret wat we haf done. errm. mayb abit.. lol

2008-03-06T16:54:00.000+08:00

bro is trying 2 track down my blog!!! WAO! SO SCARED.

2008-03-06T16:37:00.003+08:00

YEA!! was super hungry, cooked spagetti with campbell soup. it's much beta than maggi mee.. hee hee. i cook bro wash =)) hee hee. lalala. bro is like declaring tt he love panda. wateva la can. wat a loser. he ask mi 2 shut up. love him thou. being an ass. =)
im spending de whole day rotting & blog-jacking. i hate yang yang~~~~~~~ he's like lookin at de cam like a ku ku.

2008-03-06T14:25:00.005+08:00

i m like damn bored now. whiskey pissed mi off by like pee-ing around my hse again. not all over at least but under my bed. ass hole. how many time muz he like do so. such an ass.
for bored pple like mi, go watch CHICK VS DICK. got it from xiaxue. she muz be damn glad tt's im advertising 4 her. lol.. =) 3 cheers.
i learned of ways to sabo pple!! muahahaha. watch out, pple hu will be older soon. muahahaha.

ARRG!!! ALOT OF RETARDED BIRDS CHIPPING!!!! CALL FOR YOUR MATE QUIETLY CAN?!!!!!

i seriously tink he's retarded. well, i can say wateva i wish. they r juz my thoughts. so see steven lim so called blog. RETARDED. i agree w xia xue tt he look chek oke(pervert in english)
http://www.stevenlim.net/
watch this few video,

COMMENTS??
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OMGosh la. i realli haf no idea how stupid can sum singapore try 2 be juz 2 get 'famous'! pls, go 2 other country as singapore dont need an entertainer like you. DISGUST ME TO THE MAX! HE CANNOT EVEN PRONOUNS ENGLISH PROPERLY. SCRAM!!!

2008-03-06T01:33:00.002+08:00

i will be veri random. but this kid is cute.

BRITNEY KIDS GETTING SCARED BY MUM.

dumb tings pple do when scared.

sudden reactions make pple look real dumb =)

hee hee. tis jux 4 laugh. no offence. =) enuf of showing how pple react when they are scared. now. it is juz for laugh. no offence yea. peace!

watch MICHAEL JACKSON'S PROPER STYLE OF THRILLER. if possible watch it til the end =) trust mi yea.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AtyJbIOZjS8

then watch this =)

juz for cheering pple up, or when you are bored =) yea. i go zzz le. ENJOY!

2008-03-05T21:11:00.003+08:00

hmmm. wat can you do w $21 nowadays? in the 9pm channel 8 show de ah ma say it is veri expensive for a date! lol. 2 movie ticket($7 + $7 = $14) plus dinner dish with soup to save on drinks ($3.50 x 2= $7) total spenditure is $21! there you go. super budget can. i rather go on dutch then hafin this kinda guy 2 treat mi. lol!!!

LESSON TIME. Ik hou van jou is I LOVE YOU in DUTCH. learn how to pronounce it & get back to me. =)) THREE CHEERS.

2008-03-05T20:14:00.002+08:00

yes i jux tell rui tt im CHEAPO!! hee hee. =))

2008-03-05T19:32:00.002+08:00

stupid bro trying 2 be a bitch! so pissed off! stupid ass. roars. ass so beng. 1 day. when he get beaten up then he noe. dont find mi askin mi 2 clear ur mess man!! ass hole!

guess wat he msg mi. lol. he can piss mi off easily, & make mi 4get bout it so easy 2. damn ass!! arrrg.. lol. okie i noe. random. =))

2008-03-05T12:55:00.005+08:00

so tired la can. yesterday was tiring. woke up at 12 when i was supposed 2 meet han, jia & marcus at 1pm. gota bath, walk whiskey, feed him then can go out. life is so inconvient w/out a maid la. roars.. met them 2 watch LEAP YEARS at VIVO. hmmm. de movie is not bad, but de change of the screening is veri luan. started work at 4.30pm (5pm) til 10.30pm. actually should work til 11pm but the restuarant was quite quiet so i was allowed to leave early. by half hour. hmmm. okie. yup. set table, give bread, clear setting.
CLUB MARC HAVING 50% STOREWIDE TIL THE END OF THIS YEAR. PLUS EVERY TWO WEEKS NEW STOCKS WILL COME IN. 50%! yea. you did not see wrongly. =)

Ngo oi ney is I LOVE YOU in Cantonese. come kids, say after me. ngo. oi. ney. so clever. lol. crap yea i noe. man. im like tokin 2 my com la. im in-sane!!!

2008-03-03T20:26:00.003+08:00

1st day of work at WOODS RESTUARANT & BAR. pple r rather nice. 1 ting tt i still blur bout is hu is de boss, manager & stuff like tt. no1 tell mi anyting la can. sobs. im confused. GUESS WAT: MY UNIFORM TEE IS MARC POLO JEANS NEW YORK SIA! so cool. food there seems nice, veri good presentation i muz say. the cook there veri humourous. de bartender is veri friendly =) the supervisior & captain r nice pple 2. hopefully will learn sumting from the bar counter. muahahaha. hee hee =) jux jokin. dont mind 2 be a bartender there you noe. lol. but will they let mi? hmmmm........
sihan: factory outlet sell de top for $15.
pris: damn sianz, tot i got good stuff. lol =) hee hee. (juz jokin la)

OMG THIS IS DAMN ASS HOLE OF DE PPLE.
http://www.furisdead.com/feat/ChineseFurFarms/

Pledge to go fur-free at PETA.org

imagine if tt your dog being with you, faithfully for years! F*** those pple. i only watched til de part they threw de dog on de floor. whiskey barked, i stare at him & stare back at de screen. arrg. i cant imagine!! y muz they like want de skin 4?!! so stupid! dog meat very nice mah!!! arrg. im goin 2 be vegetarian! arrg.

i will start teaching all of you to say I LOVE YOU in different languages.
Ana Behibak (to a male) Ana Behibek (to a female) in Arabic.
suddenly i thought bout this song =) lol. i noe i noe. random. but i seriously love this song!

TITANIC[MY HEART GOES ON & ON] by celine dion

2008-03-02T22:46:00.003+08:00

rather a long day 2dae. supposed 2 reach church early but could not wake up. IT'S RAINING DAY 2DAY. was late 4 practise, got nervous, bottom down was wet(cuz of de rain, dont anyhow tink), neva prepared sufficiently,started worship. lol. arrg. but ming hui dao shi said i got positive feedback. lol.. hope de youth really felt so. =) yea.
choir was suddenly veri tidious. 2 new songs. fast paced. actually choir can be fun, be it will not be veri fun if you dont haf parts to sing. so mayb tt's y pple find it borin. i donno. but i enjoys de company of pple there =)
fellowship has always been fun. if it izit fun will i like be in church since 11 all the way to 5? tt's a 6hr you noe. muahahaha. got meeting after fellowship. 1/2 hr. veri rush & cut short 1. after tt went 2 cathay w han 4 fun.
***a bunch of guys tried 2 like con us $2 for 1 methos sweet!! saying it's for them 2 prove their communication skills. they added that there was a person who paid $5. & de least sum1 paid was $2. then later say that you can pay any amount i like but they haf to hit their coda by 6. it was 5.07 by then. so RETARDED. can you see tt we r not tourist that you can eat $$ from!!!***

WORKING 2MORROW!!! 10am to 3pm. ARRG!!! i gota wake up like freaking early.

went to eat taiwan restuarant near indoor stadium there. food not tt nice le, prices increased. place goin 2 tear down. everytime when i was younger & when my paternal grandfather was around. any1's birthday also will go there 2 eat & sumhow celebrate. now de place is tearing down. quite sad thou. memories. however will always last. as like expected. i took foto of myself & de place plus de dishes. will upload them soon. =) hee hee. then headed down to leisure park. got ice skating rink.
SUN-FRI 10am-10pm/ SAT & EVE OF HOLIDAY

adults=> $14[2hr admission]
student=> $13[2hr admission] so stupid $1 difference. retard.
kids(under 12yrs old)=>$12[2hr admission] another $1. wat's de point.
Visitor(watching only)=> $3 per entry. like car parking. per entry. lol.
gloves, adult $2. child $2.5 wat de hell, izit kids supposed 2 haf cheaper rates?

WHISKEY PEE-ED AGAIN!!! IN MY HSE. arrg. spanked him upside down. roars. angry lei. when i was walking him down, saw a cat holding a mice in it's mouth. so digusting la. it's like sqeaking like no body business.
mice: "HELP HELP ME TO BITE THIS CAT, WHISKEY. WHISKEY CHASE THIS STUPID CAT UNTIL IT PUT ME DOWN. I AM DYING SOON OUT OF EXCESSIVE BLEEDING."
whiskey: i chase cat for my own personal pleasure, i will do so. BUT. not for your sake. HOWEVER, my worried owner i afraid that if i chase the stupid cat you will run towards her.
cat: shut up both of you, i am finding a way to get away from dog & enjoy my meal.
PRIS: WHISKEY, LETS GO. I SCARED.
whiskey: cat, you go enjoy your meal now, i will get back to you when you get fatter so i will haf more meat to eat. my owner hates cat, so SCRAM when i bark & want to chase you. mice, im sorry. i cant do anyting other than snatching you over to eat. bye, i go home enjoy my time sleeping & eating.
mice: please dont eat me, i will grant you 3 wishes when you let go of me me. i am the prince mice wizard of singapore.
cat: fine, i want the whole rat race in singapore to be send to my hse, i will give you my address after you sign this treaty. BUT you have to give me your name, micephone number & address, in case you run away & dishonour this treaty. if you dishonour them, i will get all the cats to go on mice hunts. instead of doing so once a week, it will be changed to everyday.
mice: for the sake of the mice race, have me instead. im willing to do anyting other than sacrifising the whole race of them.
cat:fine, if you insist. *start eating the mice*
mice: my mission is done. _______________________________DEAD!

lol. crappiness. okie im done crapping 4 de day. jia-neh [jap= bye bye] gota wake up at 8am 2morrow!!!

2008-03-02T00:18:00.002+08:00

YEAH, GOT A JOB AT VIVO, WOOD RESTUARANT & BAR. muahahaha. 6/hr onli but at VIVO! veri far. sobs. no concession. sobs sobs.

SAM! TAKE CARE AT THAILAND =) COMMANDO GOING THERE, BOOKED THE WHOLE SIA PLANE! like so not fair la.

argueing now cuz i neva meet him & send sam off. wateva. i neva go de farewell party 4 sam cuz got quarrel so i gota accompany him de whole day. i donno. how long can i last w this going on.

SUCCESSFUL BAKING!!! BROWNIE =) parents say too sweet. sobs. but nice!! muahahaha. dont care.
FINALLY DONE w my PPT & stuff. HOPE I SERIOUSLY WILL NOT SCREW UP 2MORROW AGAIN.